The road stretches out before me, through the heart of a land I've only now come to know so intimately. As the sun rises, casting aside the shadows of the night, I have a new purpose, a new mission: Home.
There was a time when the allure of the open road was an irresistible siren song—a promise of adventure, of stories waiting just beyond the next curve. But now, each mile brings me closer to home, and the pull of that distant place is stronger than any wanderlust.
The Hope & Generosity Tour has been more than a journey; it's been a pilgrimage through the soul of America. I've sat at the tables of strangers who became friends over the breaking of bread. I've listened to the whispered dreams of the hopeful and the weathered wisdom of the old. Each town, each face, each story has etched itself into the tapestry of my memory, threads woven so tightly they can never be unraveled.
Yet, as profound as these experiences have been, my thoughts now drift toward my wife. She is the fixed point in my ever-spinning world, my compass point.
I recall the beginning of this journey, the way the horizon beckoned with promises of the unknown. Josie, my faithful yet temperamental vehicle, was packed to the brim with supplies and an eager spirit. The road was an open canvas, and I was ready to paint it with the colors of discovery. But I didn't anticipate how the threads of home would tug at me, growing tauter with each passing day until they pulled me back toward the place where my heart truly resides.
As I drive, the landscapes blur into a mosaic of memories.
As I drive, the landscapes blur into a mosaic of memories. There's the dusty field where a farmer named Eli shared stories of his land, parched yet still yielding under his careful tending. I think of Maria, a waitress in a roadside diner, who filled my cup with warmth that belied her own hardships. These people, these moments—they've shaped me in ways I’m only beginning to understand.
But even as I cherish these memories, the thought of home looms larger. I imagine the easy, witty back-and-forth banter that’s flowed through our countless conversations and the familiar quietness of being alone, yet together in the same space. I yearn for the simple comforts—a shared cup of coffee in the morning, the quiet rustle of pages as we read side by side, the unspoken understanding that passes between us in comfortable silence.
The road narrows as I pass through a grove of ancient oaks, their branches arching overhead like a cathedral's vault. Sunlight filters through the leaves, casting dappled patterns that dance across the windshield. It strikes me that this journey has been much like this stretch of road—beautiful, shaded, but always leading somewhere. And now, that somewhere is home.
My pockets may be empty, the funds that fueled this expedition
nearly gone, but I am rich in ways that cannot be measured.
I contemplate the man I was when I set out and the man I am now. There’s a weight to me that wasn’t there before—not a burden, but a fullness. My pockets may be empty, the funds that fueled this expedition nearly gone, but I am rich in ways that cannot be measured. The generosity I've witnessed, the hope that springs eternal even in the most hardscrabble places—these are treasures I carry with me.
As the morning blossoms into full sunlight, I feel a sense of completion. The odometer ticks forward, but my journey feels as though it’s coming full circle. The adventures that once called to me with such urgency now serve as chapters in a story that always had its true beginning and end at home.
I pass a sign indicating that my destination is just a few miles ahead. My heartbeat quickens, and a smile tugs at the corners of my mouth. I can almost hear the creak of our front door and the ever persistent and annoying bark of our Corgi.
Pulling up to the house, I cut the engine and sat for a moment in the enveloping quiet. The house stands before me, familiar yet somehow new, as if seen through fresh eyes. I gather my belongings—lighter now than when I began, yet heavier with meaning.
I’ve called her cell and asked her to check the park bench that sits just outside our front door. “There should be a package waiting for you there,” I tell her, standing just a few feet from the door that will open at the same moment her heart does at the surprise of seeing me.
The sight of her steals the breath from my lungs. Her eyes meet mine, and in that instant, everything else falls away. The road, the miles, the myriad experiences—they all converge into this singular moment.
"Welcome home," she says softly, a smile playing on her lips.
I step forward, closing the distance between us. No words are necessary as we embrace, the world narrowing to the circle of all elbows and arms. The scent of her hair, the warmth of her touch—they ground me more firmly than any road ever could.
The experiences of the Hope & Generosity Tour are
etched into my being, a permanent part of who I am now.
Later tonight, as we lie beneath the familiar weight of shared blankets, I will gaze up at the ceiling, tracing invisible constellations. The experiences of the Hope & Generosity Tour are etched into my being, a permanent part of who I am now. They rest alongside the memories of our first kiss, our shared dreams, our unspoken promises.
The open road will always call to me in its own way, a distant melody carried on the wind. But now I know that journeys worth taking are not just about the places you go, but the place you return to. Home is not merely a destination; it's a state of being, anchored by the ones we love.
In the end, maybe the true journey isn't measured in miles traveled or towns visited, but in the connections forged along the way. It's in understanding that generosity isn't a finite resource but a well that replenishes itself the more it's drawn upon. And as I close this chapter, I carry with me the profound realization that while we set out to bring hope and generosity to others, we found it reflected back to us tenfold.
And tonight, when the sun has set, leaving behind a canvas painted in hues of twilight, I will glance at the sky. The stars will blink into existence, guiding lights for travelers yet to come. And as I settle into the quiet, I'll find peace in knowing that though this journey has ended, its echoes will continue to resonate, carried on the winds to places unseen.
I’m showered and shaved now, warm and comfortable; each of those were in desperate short supply on the Tour. Good coffee is at the ready and I’m in a reflective mood (if not slightly jovial… as a family we’ve decided to go out to a steakhouse in celebration of my being home…)
In any kind of endeavor such as this, there are
a myriad of people to thank and be grateful for.
In any kind of endeavor such as this, there are a myriad of people to thank and be grateful for. I am both thankful and grateful for each of you who dug into your pocket and helped support the Tour and to everyone that followed along the ups and downs of being on the road with Josie.
In the end I simply ran out of money; there’s no way to put a good spin on that. I’d eaten Ramen noodles two nights in row and little else, and that cleaned out my foodstuffs. I figured I had just enough for a couple tanks of gas that it was going to take to get me home, and so I really had no other choice but to point Josie toward home, give her a slight nudge in the ribs, and head for home. She responded, as she has throughout the trip, by faithfully going from point A to point B and doing (mostly) what I asked of her. In the end, she rewarded me by making it all the way back home—some 6,000 miles later—without an insurmountable breakdown. Bravo for her.
There are so many people to thank. First, to my wife, Brenda, for cutting me loose and telling me, “Just be home by Christmas.” Next, to my only corporate sponsor, GoWesty. Though I never had to call on them for parts or technical assistance, the fact that they were just a phone call away in case I ran into a trial I couldn’t handle was extremely gratifying.
And speaking of breakdowns… I have to give a shout out to my friend Steve Payne. He was on “speed dial” on my cell phone and consulted with me through every bump and grumble that Josie came up that needed some TLC. (Steve even bought some some heated thermal underwear—yes, that’s a thing—that saved my sorry butt when the van temp plummeted into the low 30s.) And there was Dave Cook, who offered up his driveway, his shower, a meal out with his family, and some expert VW mechanic skills that proved invaluable to Josie’s performance. And finally, Joel Baden, who made an extremely generous donation just in time; his gift essentially bought my alternator and paid for the overnight shipping. My trip would have been several days shorter had Joel not stepped up. And finally, much gratitude goes to Chris Ambler, who supplied the behind-the-scenes muscle for building and hosting the Tour's website.
And of course there were all the people I met and became instant friends with. Nearly everyone I met and interviewed went above and beyond, offering up their homes, a solid meal, or a safe place to park (more valuable than you can imagine).
In the end, we’ve traveled just about 6,000 miles. And to you dedicated readers, you waded through 45,915 written words. Perhaps more importantly was the outpouring of support and well wishes each of you provided when my mother died or when my spirit was flagging.
Thank you, thank you, thank you all. This was, indeed, the journey of a lifetime.
Peace.
Again, a great story again... thanks for taking us along for the ride.
In tears my friend. I appreciate your gift with storytelling so much.
Wow. Thank you for all you do Cate, and thank you Brock and the Hope & Generosity Tour for bringing this to us. So very powerful.
What a story. The people you are finding have incredible stories and I know how appreciative they are of your generosity.
Fabulous visuals and insight.